Sunday, July 20, 2003
Up so Late or Up so Early
I was about to disconnect when I noticed I had made a post that logged in at 3:36 in the morning. So I decided to make a post to break free from the blocky texts of "The Damage Report" and "Carpe Noctem".
I just had an online chat with my classmate and close friend in class, Kate. It's been a while since we last chatted. I confessed to her my problem here in the house. I didn't go to Apple's Pool Party in Laguna. Although I wanted to since I'm currently having some personal problems with the family.
Our chat was very interesting. It had everything from buying new clothes and our changing looks (she's starting to wear more make-up while I'm thinking of getting a new haircut made for gel usage) to the problem I have here in the house to the possibility of a love life. Everything. It was great to get some stress out and enjoy a few laughs and to exchange tips and opinions with our lives lately.
Anyways, well... right now I think I'm fairing out alright. Although I badly wish I could just have a spiritual retreat on some remote island in the Pacific. An island that looks like the one in "The Other Side of Heaven", a movie I just watched. I wish I could be like Christopher Gorham's character (true life story about a farm boy from Idaho Falls as a Missionary in the islands of the Pacific). He had independence. He had responsibility. But above all, the company of friends and a best friend. Yep. That was it.
I've been browsing across some blogs. Erika isn't linking back here. It's like she's totally forgotten about us. I don't recall her txting me lately or greeting me a Happy Birthday. Not that that is important, but, where is she? Gputz to Ekai, where'd ya go?
I also read Abbie's blog. Seems like we cancerians really are moody and sensitive these days. We've been reflecting and posting our realizations lately. In Len's blog it's starting to get more detailed. Thanks Len for the comments.
Back to High School days and in Nikki's blog she hasn't updated. Bryan is here now so I guess she don't need to post for a while. She could take a break. Joke. Bryan is here, his blog is still there, no updates yet.
With my classmates, they seem to be doing alright... sort of.
I also spent the past few hours browsing the myDLSUD forums. I don't have the time to go there, but since there's nothing going on right now other than problems, sniff sniff sob and cry, problems, and more problems... why not play drunk and just enter those forums. I posted a "BROADJOURN2-1" folder there.
And that seems to be it. Please wait for my Carpe Noctem post later. I have things to say to further explain this emotional rampage again. Take carez.
I was about to disconnect when I noticed I had made a post that logged in at 3:36 in the morning. So I decided to make a post to break free from the blocky texts of "The Damage Report" and "Carpe Noctem".
I just had an online chat with my classmate and close friend in class, Kate. It's been a while since we last chatted. I confessed to her my problem here in the house. I didn't go to Apple's Pool Party in Laguna. Although I wanted to since I'm currently having some personal problems with the family.
Our chat was very interesting. It had everything from buying new clothes and our changing looks (she's starting to wear more make-up while I'm thinking of getting a new haircut made for gel usage) to the problem I have here in the house to the possibility of a love life. Everything. It was great to get some stress out and enjoy a few laughs and to exchange tips and opinions with our lives lately.
Anyways, well... right now I think I'm fairing out alright. Although I badly wish I could just have a spiritual retreat on some remote island in the Pacific. An island that looks like the one in "The Other Side of Heaven", a movie I just watched. I wish I could be like Christopher Gorham's character (true life story about a farm boy from Idaho Falls as a Missionary in the islands of the Pacific). He had independence. He had responsibility. But above all, the company of friends and a best friend. Yep. That was it.
I've been browsing across some blogs. Erika isn't linking back here. It's like she's totally forgotten about us. I don't recall her txting me lately or greeting me a Happy Birthday. Not that that is important, but, where is she? Gputz to Ekai, where'd ya go?
I also read Abbie's blog. Seems like we cancerians really are moody and sensitive these days. We've been reflecting and posting our realizations lately. In Len's blog it's starting to get more detailed. Thanks Len for the comments.
Back to High School days and in Nikki's blog she hasn't updated. Bryan is here now so I guess she don't need to post for a while. She could take a break. Joke. Bryan is here, his blog is still there, no updates yet.
With my classmates, they seem to be doing alright... sort of.
I also spent the past few hours browsing the myDLSUD forums. I don't have the time to go there, but since there's nothing going on right now other than problems, sniff sniff sob and cry, problems, and more problems... why not play drunk and just enter those forums. I posted a "BROADJOURN2-1" folder there.
And that seems to be it. Please wait for my Carpe Noctem post later. I have things to say to further explain this emotional rampage again. Take carez.
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