Tuesday, November 23, 2004
PLAYGROUND OF PAIN
The Damage Report - Year 3 - Ending Week #20
Background Music: "True" by Ryan Cabrera
NOTE: This is a weekly blog entry that summarizes a series of events of a finished week in and around La Salle.
MOVEMENT and silence. Everything is spinning around. Only a few figures are standing still in a vortex of time. They are silouettes I can and can't reach.
It's the second week of the new semester. My schedule has catapulted me into my own world and my own isolation. In my silence lies my innermost thoughts. It's rare I can think aloud and post things in my blog.
In fact, at times like these I have nothing to blog. My daily routine of waking up, going to class, attending a meeting, and having dinner with someone is just this cycle that I'm too bored to talk about right now.
Deck the halls of Heraldo Filipino
I finished my HF3 column. Together with Joanna (Assoc) and Tom's (Managing), we were the cause of the paper's delay! Okay, guilt trip is over. My topic was conservatism in La Salle and I titled the column topic "200201024" which is my student number. I'll post it when it gets published next week.
The different sections at HF started putting up their decorations. Again, I don't have my own section so I don't have any place to decorate. Sob. I like celebrating the spirit of Christmas, but being a non-section editor sometimes has it's moments of isolation. We'll be the judges.
HF3 is on the way. I proofread and it should be out by next Wednesday.
Here's a song I'd like to post, AGAIN. Yes, AGAIN. I love this song. It just says it all. Sigh.
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
TRUE. Ryan Cabrera.
Pictures from this past week
Still no closure
I can't think much right now. I'm not in the mood to type either. I have pictures of this past week but I'm having myDSL problems at home.
My sentiment now is that I'm sinking into this abyss. I don't know if I'm drowning in my feelings or drowning in something else... I just know I'm drowning.
I think you already know who you are. Did you know it's better to just stop texting back or returning my miss calls than to keep doing those and giving me this twisted hope?
But, I love you. And you said, even in the most indirect way, that no matter what you'll never leave my side. Sigh.
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