Thursday, June 13, 2002
"That feeling when you have so much fun before it goes *poof*."
Here I am again at the DLSU-D Internet Center. After the many events this past week of meeting new people and going new places... plus experiencing so much... this is the first time I've actually gone alone in my college life. I mean, ever since it began... I was always given the chance to be with a group of people. And even If maybe I wanted to venture off... I would always tell myself "stick with these people for the first week". And that's what I've done. Now being alone sucks.
Anyways, today was really wild. My regular Thursday Classes were cut from 1:30pm onwards for a special COLLEGE OF LIBERAL ARTS Orientation. Yep, again... but this time it was handled by the Student Councils... emphysis on the 's'. I had no idea they had so many councils... one in the class/block... followed by the course i think... then the college... and then the university. And I finally rejected any feelings I had for these things... from my Grade VI where I served as Vice President of the School onwards to the tougher even friendship-destroying politics of High School, I finally surrendered all those crappy "I want to try.". What i'm trying to say is that I'm not into joining the politics of a school. I've convinced myself I want to be elsewhere and away from the pressures of trying out.
Speaking of trying out, my initial interview to the VPAPU (Visual Performing Arts Production Unit) last Tuesday was a wreckage. I was a nervous wreck and when I stepped out of the Office of Student Affairs- i made sure that my hands-on (another step to applying) on Friday as well as some Panel/Board Interview next week or whenever will see a better side of me.
The first three days of this week has been all anxiety and fun. Yet as wild as today during the orientation was... perhaps the most fun so far (the intensity just kept going up)... it all just blew up and I am now entering some kind of lonely stage. I want to meet Nourilee (Ate Oyie) who also attends DLSU-D. She's a 4th year student here and I met her though Charmed (charmed-ph). I'm thinking next wednesday.
There's so much going on. I'm staying in the dorm again tonight. Lance is there, and our third roomie isn't there yet. That seems to be it at this point. I'm going to surf now.
Here I am again at the DLSU-D Internet Center. After the many events this past week of meeting new people and going new places... plus experiencing so much... this is the first time I've actually gone alone in my college life. I mean, ever since it began... I was always given the chance to be with a group of people. And even If maybe I wanted to venture off... I would always tell myself "stick with these people for the first week". And that's what I've done. Now being alone sucks.
Anyways, today was really wild. My regular Thursday Classes were cut from 1:30pm onwards for a special COLLEGE OF LIBERAL ARTS Orientation. Yep, again... but this time it was handled by the Student Councils... emphysis on the 's'. I had no idea they had so many councils... one in the class/block... followed by the course i think... then the college... and then the university. And I finally rejected any feelings I had for these things... from my Grade VI where I served as Vice President of the School onwards to the tougher even friendship-destroying politics of High School, I finally surrendered all those crappy "I want to try.". What i'm trying to say is that I'm not into joining the politics of a school. I've convinced myself I want to be elsewhere and away from the pressures of trying out.
Speaking of trying out, my initial interview to the VPAPU (Visual Performing Arts Production Unit) last Tuesday was a wreckage. I was a nervous wreck and when I stepped out of the Office of Student Affairs- i made sure that my hands-on (another step to applying) on Friday as well as some Panel/Board Interview next week or whenever will see a better side of me.
The first three days of this week has been all anxiety and fun. Yet as wild as today during the orientation was... perhaps the most fun so far (the intensity just kept going up)... it all just blew up and I am now entering some kind of lonely stage. I want to meet Nourilee (Ate Oyie) who also attends DLSU-D. She's a 4th year student here and I met her though Charmed (charmed-ph). I'm thinking next wednesday.
There's so much going on. I'm staying in the dorm again tonight. Lance is there, and our third roomie isn't there yet. That seems to be it at this point. I'm going to surf now.
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