Sunday, October 27, 2002
I'm Out of It and I'm Unmotivated
I've lost motivation for almost everything! I'm going insane here confined to my room, stuffed under the warm atmosphere. I can't do anything straight right now. I end up just lying down on my bed, watching television, listening to the radio, and half-finishing things on the computer.
The Block Website I'm working on is still in scratches. It's in my head, but I need inspiration.
The gym. A place I was supposed to go to starting two weeks ago. What happened?! I can't get myself out of the house. I'm so stuck here, unmotivated.
The Damage Report "Beware of the Bomb" took me two and a half days to finish.
The HF Midyear Workshop is tomorrow, how come I'm not into it? I'm going for sure, but I haven't packed up anything or fixed up papers yet.
School begins again in a week. One week from this dull Sunday Afternoon I'll be moving back into my dorm room.
I think the reason I've been like this is that my first semester has a big event every week, and it was so busy back then. Suddenly, the Sem Break leaves this numb silence. Like being in a loud concert, and within a flash, being in this empty dark and silent room.
Every day these past two weeks has two parts. Morning and Evening. There's no afternoon, I don't feel it.
I didn't expect this to happen.
I've lost motivation for almost everything! I'm going insane here confined to my room, stuffed under the warm atmosphere. I can't do anything straight right now. I end up just lying down on my bed, watching television, listening to the radio, and half-finishing things on the computer.
The Block Website I'm working on is still in scratches. It's in my head, but I need inspiration.
The gym. A place I was supposed to go to starting two weeks ago. What happened?! I can't get myself out of the house. I'm so stuck here, unmotivated.
The Damage Report "Beware of the Bomb" took me two and a half days to finish.
The HF Midyear Workshop is tomorrow, how come I'm not into it? I'm going for sure, but I haven't packed up anything or fixed up papers yet.
School begins again in a week. One week from this dull Sunday Afternoon I'll be moving back into my dorm room.
I think the reason I've been like this is that my first semester has a big event every week, and it was so busy back then. Suddenly, the Sem Break leaves this numb silence. Like being in a loud concert, and within a flash, being in this empty dark and silent room.
Every day these past two weeks has two parts. Morning and Evening. There's no afternoon, I don't feel it.
I didn't expect this to happen.
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