Tuesday, November 02, 2004
"YOU ARE THE ONE CONSTANT THING IN MY LIFE."
Lana Lang said this line to Clark Kent in one of the Smallville episodes. I don't know what episode exactly or what season, it's just this line that the stateside network "The WB" used during their Image Campaign last year. Yes, I love downloading stateside trailers of my favorite television shows like Charmed. I also download OBBs [opening billboards] of these shows.
It only made me sigh once more. All the three weeks of this sembreak came out smoothly and great. In the first week I was floating over this enormous coral reef in Puerto Galera. Last week I was sipping on a funky Mango Shake at Baywalk with my close friends from high school. This week I'm taking part in the annual HF Midyear Seminar in Charles Huang Conference Center in Batangas. You can squeeze these fun driving lessons inbetween all of these as well.
My life is fast-paced. Actually, many of the people I know live fast-paced lives. We'd always catch ourselves saying "Time flies by so fast..." and "It was only yesterday..."
Ever since I entered College I've never had myself so caught up in emotional shit as deep as it is now. Other than the blown up best friend issue last year which I laugh at today, the feelings I have now are just unbelievable sometimes.
Oftentimes I wish I'd meet someone new, so my feelings for the current person would subside and vanish. That's how it seems to work for me even during the best friend issue last year. I was so crazy into having this person as my best friend until I met someone new and all the magic transfered from one person to another.
On earth, there is only one person who has the closest idea to what I'm going through right now. And it feels good to have that person around. I'm happy we spoke during our Puerto Galera outing.
Where do I stand now?
Three weeks of sembreak was actually three weeks of being away from that person I've held in my thoughts before I sleep and after I wake up. I've managed to survive and keep my sanity...
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
ONLY ONE. Yellowcard.
The song above is the song that will define the happiest day of my life. Everytime I hear it I am reminded it'll be the first song on the soundtrack of whatever love life I have. It's such an energizing song.
--
...even as the 2nd semester looms. Christmas is already near and the optimistic (er, blind?) part of me has a gut feeling this Christmas will be far different from all past and previous ones.
I'm prepared to face my future. Life for me will change this upcoming semester. In the office? In my course? In the dorm? Somewhere, I know.
I'll be in CHCC Batangas till Friday.
Comments:
Post a Comment